Wednesday, October 6, 2010
The girl I couldn't protect
I was already feeling kind of down, and this was a real setback. I spent last Tuesday at home sick, but I was really just heartsick. This Monday I missed more work for the same reason. I feel anxious, depressed and hopeless. I can't get that memory out of my head of her crying so hard. It was the worst day of motherhood so far.
I know there will be more days like that, but I'm not sure how to recover from it. Does anyone have any suggestions? I could really use the help.